Perm-ission

As what I predicted before: straight to the NO.
But, yeah, I try to accept it. Trying to be a mature daughter, trying to understand why they not allow me to attend this farewell party.
It's kinda sad, I know. They'll have fun over there, laughing and joking. And me? The only thing I can do is whispering from the phone; enjoying their voices.
Uh, it's kinda hard to accept but okay. I try to be mature and throw over my childish self-centered feeling.
Sorry guys, I cant' join your happiness....