June 24, 2009

Clowns, I'm Out of Town for 2 weeks!

Gonna miss you all bunch, surely. Keep fucking ;)

June 22, 2009

I Love The Security Officers!


I Wanna Be A Star White Tee: Esprit
Pink Shorty: Sherwood
Bag: Auntie Devy's
Flat Shoes: Girl On The Go, Debenhams

PS. Okay, I know. Fucking big hips?


The shoes I bought at Debenhams

The gift bag is finally found!!!! By Debenhams' Security. I love them. A LOT.

Fucking Frustated

What I wore last Wednesday:



Little Miss Scatterbrain Tee: Vintage Rags
Jodhpur: Chic Simple
Bag: Les Catino
Shoes: Fly Shoes

the bag cover, so cute right? hehe

What I wore last Saturday:




Sunglasses: Forever 21
Plain White Tee: Rider
Necklace: gift from grandma
Bag: Auntie Devy's
Bangles: forgot
Shorty: FO
Flip-flop: Vincci

This is so fucking fucked up (?). Really.
So, this Sunday, me, Mom&Dad go to Senayan City to meet Mrs. Saripah and her daughter, Cut, a family friend. She got a pair of shoes for my mom. After we finished our dinner, we went to Debenhams to shop something.
Debenhams is so fucking crowded. Midnight sale, you know. I go with Cut with the gift on my hands. We have a lot of fun seeking for clothes, shoes, and accesories. We got a pair of shoes for us (my new shoes photo later :p).
Finally, I realized that the gift is not in my hands anymore! And the panic attack begun. I walk around and asking people.
Finally, after I drop my number in the information center, and asking for help to the security, I go home cause it's already around 12 o'clock (or already 1 o'clock?).
I call them again and they said still have no information about my gift-bag.
Shit. So fucking, fucking, fucking shit. I'm a bloody loser, right? Such, a bloody loser.
Anyone can help? Please, I'm frustated!

June 21, 2009

Graduation, a Celebration!

Graduation, a celebration!

I'm graduated! How fucking good is that?
Oh, and I wanna say thanks to Jesus Christ, the one and only, for everything! I just can't imagine how big His love to His children, even tough they were so sinful, just like me. Second big thanks to my Mom, for giving me all her love and her support, even tough sometimes she's annoying for me (yeah, you know when your mom push you to learn?), but now I know, the only thing you care about is me. And to my Dad, he's so supporting and always help me, even tough I'm treat him not right. So sorry, Dad. Big hug and kisses for my parents!!!! And, of course, to my little brotha, Edo, for keeping me in the right way, make my day more colorful with his lovely-but-of-course-annoying face and acts! Haha.
Third big thanks all my favorite girls: Ayu, Dona, Krystle, Talita, Tiffany. We do have some fights, we do have some miserable moments, but I know we do have lots of love for each others! Gonna miss you bunch bunch bunchhhhhh! A lot of thanks for giving me best years, and best surprise birthday party. Really appreciate it.
Fourth best thanks for all loves of my lifes! You know, crushes. Haha. Inside those loves, there is the special one. You know who you are, man. Thanks for giving me best love years! All those silly things I did, and those mean things I did.... forgive me, please? Hehe. Thanks to all of you for giving me spirit to go to school, seeking what you do all day long, and then gossiping you with my girl friends. Yeah, call it monkey love....
Fifth best thanks to 7.5, 8.3, and of course my last class, 9.1 (Der Fagenone)! Thanks for giving me lots of experiences, laughs, even tears. Sorry if I'm annoying, or I did some mistakes. Loving you all, take care.
Sixth best thanks to Nadia, for being my 3 years classmate! You're so beautiful, smart, and such a good friend, I mean it! (and Yonas too)
Seventh thanks to teachers!! Really thank you a lot for fulling me with your knowledge and experience. Sorry if I act badly to you (esp. Mrs. Tati :p).....









P.S. Ta, sorry cause I copy your idea to create a thanks to post, hope you don't mind :D

June 17, 2009


Peeps. Not really in good mood.
maybe I'll spread my stories later.

June 16, 2009

New Header!

Hey clowns! It's H-4 now. Damn it. Damn it. I'm curious. Oh fuck. Well, I just joined Fashionising.com, and updated my Chictopia. Hmm, what should I tell ya all?
Oh, I finally got the full-package for a new fitness first member. It's a backpack, a headphone, a bottle, a hand towel, and 3 vouchers for visitors!
Well, umm, yeah, nothing for today. And, I joined BodyCombat class last Monday, and my calfs are kinda stiff or something.
Hmm..... what else to tell? Gonna work it out again tomorrow!

June 15, 2009

Another QU

Good afternoon, clowns!
I missed the DFG meeting, cause I woke up at 10 something. Fuck off. So I call Sekar and she said no problem it's okay. So, I ask my maid to make me something and I take a bath, and I take my uniforms. After it, I check the application for new students at SMAN 21 and SMAN 68. It says about the international class, so I pass them off.
Anyways, nothing special to tell y'all, so......
Oh, and I wanna make a new header (again) for Circus!..... any ideas?

June 14, 2009

Longing for Tomorrow

Hello, clowns! Pffft, have some headlines to go!
First of all, June 20th is just about days, and it's.... I don't know.
And, umm, I got some photos from the fashion show! It's Intan Avantie's (Inav), and I forgot the another designer. Whoops. Sorry. They designed well, and the kebayas and dress are great. I drink wine and 2 glasses of Coca Cola (carbs!!!!). The food&beverages are great, and the place is so cozy. I sit on the same table with 2 guys and a girl. They were the same ages like me, I think, and they're nice. A goodie bag for each guest, and lots of prizes that night, but I'm not really interesting, hehe.

Ruffle Blouse: bought from MOI, the label is wreck
Jeans: Mom's
Bag: Gucci
Pump shoes: Everbest

Intan Avantie's, sorry for the blur pictures

And about my vacation to Bali, the schedule had changed. From July 5th 'till 8th. The vacation people are my grandparents (from Mom), my cousins and I. We stay at Adi Jaya Hotel. Review about the hotel coming up, guys. Before my review, you may check this site (click) if you interest to see their basic info. Oh, and FYI, I'm not showing off, I just give you some reference what hotel should you pick if you're going to Bali. It's just, like, 'oh well that hotel's terrible, but the another's good. A friend had stayed there, and she said.....' It's about helping people. But whatever.
Anyways, yesterday I've finished the family photo shoot. Here, eat some photos. Well, yeah, I wore the same blouse, like I wore to attend the Maroush fashion show. I don't have any white blouse except that one. So I ask my maid to wash it and dry it as fast as she can, so I can wear it again on the next day. And she's doing great! Of course not the same jeans, hehe. The one I wore on Friday is Mom's (never imagine how could it be..... My slim mommy, and of course with her small size jeans, and it fits me.... umm, okay.), the other I wore on Saturday is mine, and it's high-waisted. Thank God, my grandma from Dad gives me a new white blouse. Even with long sleeves, but whatever. Thanks Grandma!

Do I look weird? Hmm.

So, I finally know what I wanna wear for the graduation day. My polkadot white-red dress with a red belt and black opaque. The last thing to think about is the shoes. What you girls would wearing, with heels or not? I think I'm not. But yeah, not so sure. Need to ask more girls. Should I wear make-up? Those kind of little stuff I'll think later.
Uhhh, I wanna watch MTV Insomnia, but, my mom said she won't see me wake up at 13.00 pm again...... Besides, I have to take my Don Bosco uniforms tomorrow. I miss the saturday part, I'm kinda late, so.....
Well, umm, I have to attend the DFG meeting for our beloved teacher, Miss Ida at 9 o'clock. So I have to take my uniforms at 8 o'clock or 8.30. Gonna wake up at 7 tomorrow!

June 11, 2009

Scream B for Bali!

Good evening, dearest clownssssssssssssssss. (we do know that there were lots of clowns in circus, right?)
What should I tell y'all today? Hmm. I woke up at 3.oo pm or 3.30 pm.... I forgot. Because a call from my mom. She said my grandma (from mom) ask her about when I'll start school again, cause my grandma asks her about holiday in Bali. And I said it's 11th July if I finally go to DB. But still, I still waiting for public school, but DB is okay.
So I call my grandma and she'll book the tickets for 6th-9th July. Awwww, can't wait for Bali! Oh, and of course I still curious about my scores. Do I pass it or not? God, please.
Those shits are for now. Keep updating!

June 10, 2009

Up and Gowns



Headband (the black one, in above pictures): cut it from my old shirt
I Think Your Boyfriend is Cheating On Us Tee: Mangosteen
Bag: Auntie Devy's
Jeans: unbranded
Wedges: Vi something, I forgot

Hello, peeps!
Hmm, I finally take my gowns from QZM Tailor. They're cute. Looking forward to drop it at Farid Payet. I have no idea what's the english word for payet.
On Saturday, me and my family from Dad, will take some photos for family photos. The women should use pink or red. I wanna use my batik soft pink gown (which one I designed, haha), but mom said the camera will not take it cause it's just too soft. So I don't know what to use.
Oh, and I think I would escape the farewell party with 7th&8th grader. Yeah, I shouldn't miss it, but I just too lazy.
Maybe I will come to school for the last exercise on 19th, and finally the day. Fuck off, I'm nervous.
Damn, my hips are fucking big--especially in the pictures.

June 9, 2009

Remember Me?

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Peeps. I just finished this book: Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella.
Four thumbs up for the book!
It tells about Alexis Smart. Oh, a must read for girls!! I love this book from the way Sophie wrote it. I just can't close and put this book in my bag. It's inspiring.
Speaking about book, I want to collect her other books, especially the shopaholic series. Found Sophie here.
Still about the book. It's control my feeling, really. In some parts I can laugh, in some parts I wanna cry (especially the last chapter). Something makes me touched is about Jon. Well, if I tell you about Jon here, it will be no surprise anymore, hehe.
Oh, and a very stunning news!
My mom got a fashion show invitation from Maroush - Middle Eastern Restaurant (click) on Friday. I'll accompany her (and maybe Auntie Devy will join us). Can't wait, I'm so excited!! What should I wear? There were no special dress code but yeah I still thinking. Any ideas? Oh, and for graduation dress, I still have no idea what should I wear too.
And I'm so lazy to attend the Farewell With 7th&8th Grade on Thursday. What about........ skipping the event? Haha.

June 7, 2009

My Bloody Valentine for Sims?

Blazer (or what we should call it? Have no idea): gift from Grandma
White tee: Prive
Bag: Auntie Devy's
Shorty: forgot the shop name
Flip-flop: Centro

Finally I watch My Bloody Valentine! Whoa. Overall, nice movie. And tragic movie, I could say. But, Jensen Ackles&Kerr Smith are handsoooooome. It's 3D, so we have to use the 3D glasses. Kinda uncomfy for me, cause I'm wearing glasses (for minus&astigmatism). That's why I'm starting to thinking about soft lenses. But there were lots of risks I have to face if I use soft lenses. My mom said, we have to be careful. Yeah, I think I'm not strict enough to use it, but yeah, we'll see later. I watch it at Blitz Megaplex, Mall of Indonesia (MOI).
It's kinda creepy cause we saw lots of tragic scenes. But yeah, that's the art. They make it looks so real. I cried for some scenes, because there were lots of shocking moments. Oh yeah, and the music effect. It makes us feel the scenes deeper.

Oh, and I bought The Sims 3! I'm not patient enough to start it and play it. But, unfortunately, the disk has some errors, so I have to switch it with the new one. Damn. But yeah, hope the game's great!

Looking forward for the cheats!

June 4, 2009

Tagged By Janice

I was tagged by Janice from What A Sweet World. Thanks, dear ;)

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 15 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
02. Where was your default picture taken?

03. Your relationship status?
let it flow

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
hmm, let's see....... I don't know, either

05. What is your current mood?

06. How many siblings do you have?

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
brother, his name's Alfredo

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
anywhere but here

09. Have a crazy side?
everyone has one

10. Ever had a near death experience?
nope, and I hope never

11. Something you do a lot?
surf the internet, walking, talking, thinking, etc

12. Angry at anyone?
umm, you can say so

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
what kind of likeness? love? hmm no crush for now

14. When was the last time you cried?
forgot, days or weeks ago

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yeah, if I can do it I will

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Auntie Nana

18. What is your favorite song?
currently....... hmm, Lady GaGa

19. What are you doing right now?
answering you, and thinking

20. Who do you trust right now?
my mom

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
in a FO, I think

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Aldo, DMS, Gita, Yonas, I don't know

24. Describe your life in one word?


25. Who are you thinking of right now?
I can't tell you hehe

26. What should you be doing right now?

27. What are you listening to?
Everything - Michael Buble

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
let's see, hmm, forgot

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
firstly, yes, but now I'm not

31. What is your natural hair colour?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

34. What do you hear?
music, my hands typing on the keyboard

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
kinda wavy, I think

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
err.... let me think...........

37. Do you have a best friend?

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yeah, sometimes

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
umm, should I answer this? but yeah, I did, hehe

41. Are you happy with life right now?
so so

42. Are you currently jealous?

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
I wear 2 bangles in my hand, is that jewelry? I think it's not cause they aren't made from diamonds or those kind of things

44. What were you doing last Friday?
burn those fucking calories in my stupid fatty body

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
don't know, don't wanna think about it

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
yeah, you could say so

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
for check my blood, I think

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
go to bed at 4 o'clock in the morning, watching MTV Insomnia, hehe

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?


Peeps, I'm baccccccccccck. With new header :p With Alex Pettyfer in it!! *drooling*
Well, hmm, okay. Yesterday I was too tired, but still, I sleep at 4 o'clock in the morning. Hehe. Why? Watching MTV Insomnia, man.
And my grandma (from dad) from Medan come here for a month. She'll help me to apply some public school too.
She brings some clothes. And she gives me her dress from years ago, which is mean.... vintage! It's St. Michael, I can't wait to wear it. And she gives me some cute top too, I'll take their photos later.
And, I just realize, there were lots of handsome boys in my ages (read: teenagers) in the gym. I met Marcha yesterday, and I saw 2 lovable view (spell: h-a-n-d-s-o-m-e) boys........
It makes me more enthusiastic to burn those fucking calories!!